The Rescue

Sometimes we all need rescue
But from what?
From pressure to succeed,
feeling ugly,
grief,
pain,
fear,
the memories that haunting,
self doubt,
hard times,
broken heart,
myself,
uncertainty,
being alone,
the fear of failing,
depression,
society's pressure,
parents,
regret,
hurt,
my insecurities,
genetics,
called being "L"oser,
jealousy,
poor self esteem,
being me,
my past

Sometimes we all need change
Change from the PAIN
Change from the LIES
Change from SELF DOUBT

It's time to
Let LOVE in
Find true LOVE
Be INSPIRED
Believe in MYSELF
Beat the ODDS
Hope in GOD, FAITH

This is MY LIFE

ASAP!!

Miss the way he indulged me
Miss the night we spent on phone
Miss the aura he gave when we sit contiguously
Miss him,,,
How hard headed me leaving such a man
For an unclearly perfect one
Hope someone will replace him
As fast as possible
Hope it is 'him' :-)

Just so melloo :-C

Chief complain : feel mello
I feel melloo. The melloo is felt since 6 days ago, continuously, worsened by time, getting better with eatin ang sleeping. Initially, it felt when I was walking by myself, the onset was sudden and I don't know what kind of thing(s) possibly causing it. I remember that I was thinking about my parents and my lifeline.

Rumput tetangga sering keliatan lebih ijo dari rumput di halaman sndiri. Dan yang harus aku lakukan is just doing what I wanna do, what I need to do, what I should do. Realize the power I have and haven't. Maximize thing I like most, and that I will give anything just to do it. Hoaaammm,,, teori...

I want to get out from tis fuzzy big mess. So, what can I do?? Got plan in my head, like a good one. But also has a risk (yea, of course!). I'll thinkin bout it later, after I finish my task in this department. So, for now, no time fo melloo'ing.

Ganbatte!!!!

Hwaaa T_T

Udaa brapa kalii gitu aku ngomong sama diri sendiri, "procrastinating,, no more!!"
Tapiiii....,, kenapaa kenyataannyaaaa..,, it still, and always, never leaving me????? TT___TT
Pliiissss.,,, tooooLooonGgg.... >_<
Procrastination! Leave me!! Let me working good and fast!!!

Sekarang di ipd lagi,, gag ada banyak waktu buat males-malesan. Karna semakin bnyak waktu bwt males-malesan, smakin banyak ilmu yg tumpah kebuang. Ilmu di lab satu ini bener-bener overload deh! Sayang sbnernya kalo dibuang-buang. Tapi mw serajin apa, tetep aja banyak yg kebuang. But at least, kalo aku gag procrastinating, jadi bisa memaksimalkan segalanyaaa...

AyoooKkkk SMANGAAATTT Leeya!!!!!!

Kenyataan emg jauh kebih parah dari impian, but, keep braving heart! Keep on faith! Everything is good when we just do the best!

End of Fun, Starting to Run

Wew.. gag kerasa banget, udah tanggal 2 Juni aja.
2 Juniii???!!!!!! tidaaaaaakkkkk
Senin besok udah mulai koass aja. WEW! Kayaknya baru kemarin masuk FK deh... >_<

Dua bulan habisin waktu buat panum (kepaniteraan klinik umum) bareng kelompok 307, many things I've got. First thing is, basic skill tentunya. Walaupun kelompok ini berasa 'Aura Lama', but I got a lot! Jadi bener-bener lumayan ngerti deh basic skill nya, tinggal di-praktek-in entar, smoga gag nyakitin pasien :D. The second thing is, friends. Temen emang bisa ditemuin dimana aja sih, tapi temen-temen panum 307 2012 cuman ada 1 :D. Dan semua ada disini deh kayaknya, ada konsultan RJP, konsultan neuro, konsultan kateter, ada orang awam, ada pramugari, ada yang cinlok juga (ahahaaaaa ini beneran gag si?? ;p). Dan masih banyak lagi yang menyenangkan di 307 ini; termasuk moment 'kebakar lem', 'curcol', dsb ;p.

Sekarang, rampungkan dulu dekan cup, GO DM GO!!!! :D
Then, senin mulai koass deh. Hmm... gag boleh telat lagi habis ini!! Harus bisa ngusahain in-time minimal 10 menit sblm mulai!!! I can do it!!! Mulai blajar nggenah! Mulai beradaptasi lagi! Sure I can be a great doctor! :D
SSEEEEEMANGAAADDDHHH!!!!! XD

Sedikit foto waktu makan-makan bareng 307 kemarin ni...